while i was reading this

  Furthermore, the acts of aggression must not be due to a general medical condition, e.g., a head injury, Alzheimer's disease, etc., or due to substance abuse or medication.

new house part 1

this is the digital part 1

 

winc

witches in nature's colors

color COLOUR

omg i love princess chelsea vid.  it's the best thing i've ever seen. nz chic,

now i'm listening to trust punks
i should have film already, for this moment.  i seriously want to take photos of these guys..  pb adjusted his speakers and now we are listening to it on repeat.  well there are 4 rolls of film coming my way.  i have a feeling this will still be happening around next thurs when they will probably get here.

if i'm allowed, i will take photos of my face painting with the film and if they turn out i can sell them to the parents and put them on the internet.  who doesn't want a REAL photo of their kid with face paint?  maybe we can put it in a cute paper frame.

aweseme x wow i wrote that wrong but i;m just giong to eleave it like that

now pb and i are drinking wine for the single release
good luck, "congratulations on the cool song," i say
we cheers

i have attached the flash to the camera and noticed that it needs 2x aa batteries.  people used to use huge batteries for everything, before usb charging!

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sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh~, i am so impatient.  i hope this will teach me some patience.

or maybe i'm completely insane.

this pink polo shirt at the donut shop is killinh me.  i can't pull off pink on a daily basis! i am sick of looking at it.  it sickens me.  how can i have fun with a such a bold color repeating?

okay maybe this is when i want to wear the white shirt and ask my boss if i can have one, because he gave me four pink shirts and i guess be a feminist and stick up for not wearing pink!  ffs or am i just a DIVA ? no pink m&ms!

p!nk is stink

twenty thirteen

A few weeks later...

I am at my job, alone.  Have barely had time to photographically document my life.  A lot has actually been happening.  I joined instagram to try and help me take daily photos.  It got pretty boring..  the only time I remembered to take photos was at work, so all of my photos were of donuts.   I have now decided to make it a bit more exciting for myself and get some film for an old camera.  I have a few film cameras including a polaroid 1000 and an SLR from my dad (because dads are the original hipsters).  I think the polaroid film is too expensy seeing as I haven't used film for years and years and I will be scared to waste it.  I will give the SLR a go.

The next morning...

Last night I sat down and I pulled the camera to pieces.  In the way that they are meant to come apart, obviously.  The lens, the flash and tried them on my Nikon dslr.  I thought they would fit perfectly.  They didn't.  So I can't just use this 1980 cosina lens on my nikon, damn.  Why not?  I did also have to watch a video online about how to put film in the camera.  I never would have tried winding the (idk even know what this is called) film winder and pulling it out and then pulling it again to pop the (how u say?) back door of the camera open.  I am non technical and fuck u I don't fucking care what you call these things.  I expect you know what I mean if you know what the camera does, and if you don't you wouldn't know even if I used the right words.  You'd have to watch a video.  Like I did.

I also had a really good idea imo, to do this project where I buy two brand new face cloths, then wash my face with one every day for one year.  Take a photo at the end of each week, then I will machine wash it once a week.  The amount of make up and the fading will be apparent.  At the end I will have a brand new face cloth next to a one year old face cloth.  I'm trying to illustrate our cultural use of make up and highlight the amount used.  I am certainly not the only woman to wear make up every day.  Maybe I could use a few subjects like Brooke and Paul, since they live here.  That would make it a little more interesting.  Could get three different colors.  Nice.

I just agreed to buy $500 worth of face paint.  I have 10 weeks to pay it off though.  Not really much I can do about it.  You gotta spend money to make money.  I guess I feel a bit excited about it.  I also just bought 3x 35mm films for the slr.  I have to wait for it to be delivered though.  Some how I will turn those films in to $$$.

Fuck, I really want to develop the photos myself.  I could turn my office in to a dark room.  Just for the time being.  You can learn photo developing on youtube, surely.  I learnt face painting on youtube.  I learned most technical things from yahoo! answers though.  Even about my car.  Just google it and you will know everything.  Like a crystal ball in to the present.  Omniscient internet.

On another note, I'm waiting for the trust punks song to be released!  I have heard it and it's fucking great and everyone knows I can't wait at this point.  I am so obsessed with my boyfriends new band!!  I am having fangirl attacks.  I screamed for half an hour almost when I heard the recording (on repeat).  It's not even like he was in this band when I met him okay.  But it is the BEST band that I knew he would be in one day.  Ever since I saw him play two shows on our first date!  He went from being in four bands when I met him, one year later, in ONE AWESOME BAND.  And he is kind of a freak at bass and cocky and I like it.  Don't one person get a big head that takes up the whole stage cause then the band will be ruined.