big 50 lyf - LEGALI$E

BIG 50 LYF

I am awake of too many kinds.  I feel too concerned with the world.  I dream of nowhere.  It is thinner than the galaxy?  Is it because I read of presidents who give back?  I expect more of our nation.  Tbh I hate NZ.  I heard about a president who legalized cocaine to make it safe.  You know, prescribing it to addicts and eliminating gang involvement and setting standards for purity.
“Driving under the influence of drugs is common and widespread, yet only one in 10 New Zealanders perceive it to be an issue.”  I think majority rulz and we should legalize + promote greenz.  I think these 'driving on drugs' ads have at least informed our government of our beautiful stash here in NZ.. and hopefully that has increased the awareness of the huge impact of marijuana on NZ.  It is not only an emotional bond with mother earth, but in most cultures, a spiritual rite.  I don’t think this rite should not be taken from any individual.  I mean, you earned a bit of smoking right?

So I just went for it and took it. It’s not that I’m embarrassed and that’s why I don’t want anyone to see me, it’s just that, I really like to push myself to not get caught.

I fear I’m becoming increasingly numb to the mundane samplings of love I am dished out. The world is dangerous. I nearly die every day, but I somehow don’t. I never really have to think about it at all. I am not fighting for survival by any means. Language is the opportunity we needed to really embrace each other. Love? It’s lost on me.

People write their signs and I am to obey. People write laws and I have to adhere. Why does this make me sick? Why do I want to fuck things up so bad? I want to fuck things up NEW ZEALAND, I want to fuck things up.

Now, I hope that everyone can see that I will.

Starting with, I won’t read your sign for $9.99, I’ll just help myself.

I am sort of not generally inclined to be interested in sticking to rules. But well, that comes from a miscommunication that started way back in my early years and confused my perception of humanity. This altered my ability to love generically. If I was capable of actual love, then I would have had to be raised in perfect love. Impossible! So of course early on in life, something ruined me, spoiled me rotten in this way.

I’m taking shape and I’m not falling apart.

Yeah, keep saying it. You’ll believe it sooner or later.

I have never succumb to a culture, yes that’s how I see it. I have sampled many and none are satisfactory.  I am stuck with the culture I belong to.  The culture of Auckland City.  What we have to do as humans is be in constant war. Why are we living in society like this? Love has ruined everything about nature! Why can’t anyone see that? You are all delusional, we should not be under the law. This is a case of freedom and rights! We should not use money. We are ruining everything about nature with money also. DELETE money from planet earth today!

As if.

Just fall apart New Zealand. I am pulling your roots out from the ground.

We live in peace, just agree. We needs to legalize some things.

And is that why I hate you? No way. No man. It’s the 21st century and we live under pressure. 2013 might explode us, well I hope so. I just want to fuck this place up. No good could possibly come of anything but war. Even if that war is against the earth and not each other. We are built to survive on working hard. We should have not let love and money go so far. We are going to die as a species if we don’t learn how to live.