It's Basically Clear Now

It's all black and white
I am grateful these days
Because what I was
Pushed you so far away

And the cold winter grew
And developed in me
Then the icy winds blew
Me right back to you

When I see how I changed
And I know what I did
Was all a mistake
I am only a kid

You never stopped me in my tracks
I had to turn around and go back
Back to the beginning
To the first signs of winning
When you told me who I was

It's clear to me now
Why you had to let go
And you didn't explain
What I needed to know

My limits are certain
And I know where to stop
You showed me once before
But I guess I forgot