Pushing You and Pulling You

It's free with a discount
It's love on a cliffside
And I am descending

It's lyric and meaning
Sang out with a feeling
I convince you it's nothing

It hurts me that I'm pushing you away
And music only amplifies the pain
But I keep listening

'Cause I feel like if I don't
I'll forget and then let go
And there's something refreshing
About being alone

It's poisoned with passion
It's hatred by habit
And I am oblivious

It's language and value
With something to tell you
I believe in a future

It surprises me that I'm pulling you in to me
And music is an avenue to be free
So I keep playing

And I feel like if I don't
I'll accept and make a toast
To the way I am and to the way
I'll always be